Eyokuqala bendiyibhalile
yayimalunga nenxalenye yobomi bam, malunga neziganeko zokwenyani, i
zazimbalwa kakhulu izinto zentelekelelo; ngale yahlukile, ibiyiyo
isiqhamo ngokupheleleyo sengcinga yam. Ibhalwe ngoluhlobo, ngeveki
iveki -yoloyiko lokungakwazi ukudibana nokuhanjiswa kwe
jolisa kubafundi-ngaphandle kwesicwangciso, ngaphandle kwesicwangciso, ukuphuculwa nje.
Ndacinga emva kwiinyani ezibalulekileyo kwaye ndonwabile ukubona ukuba bonke bazalelwe
ityala. Ndikhumbule ibali uMassaron athi: abalinganiswa bayayenza loo nto
bafuna, abakhathali nokuba umbhali unantoni engqondweni. Kwakubonakala ngathi luhlobo oluthile
yobugqwirha kwaye endaweni yoko wayenyanisile. Ndiz kuvavanye ngokwam ukukhuthaza eyam
uxoka ukuqeqesha ukuze enze into eyeyakhe. Kwaye ukusukela
iimeko ezigabadeleyo, ndizisa okona kulungileyo ukugcina i-c ** o, bendize kuyo
Bhala malunga neziqendu ezingamashumi asixhenxe.
Ayisiyo yeFashoni yeXhoba ebendivumele ukuba ndifunde ngelixa ndigcina
kuyamangalisa ukufunda. Kwaye ngoku kwakufuneka ndize nesiphelo, ndandonwabile.
Ngomhla wethoba kwinyanga yoMqungu ndafika kwisiphelo senoveli. ndinayo
ebhalwe kwiziqendu ezithathu, uGiaco noValeria bagqibe ekubeni bazifunde zonke kunye.
Ndiyabajonga kwakhona, omnye emva komnye, ndijonga ukuba akukho zimpazamo na,
Ndiphefumle kwaye ndibethe ukungena. Ifowuni ebonisa ukuba ifayile ye
umyalezo uhanjisiwe.
Inkangeleko. Ndijongeka ngathi ulindele iziphumo zovavanyo lokukhulelwa. Ndihamba ngenyawo
ngapha nangapha ujikeleze igumbi usenza uqikelelo lwexesha elinokuthatha
ukufunda, ukufumana uluvo, ukufumana impendulo.
Impendulo eza kamva.
Bobabini banomdla-kodwa oko bekulindelwe: Andikhethi. Mhlawumbi, ukulungiselela
Okwangoku, ukuphela okungcono kuhlala kuyimfihlo. Ngoku lithuba lam lokunika
umgwebo. Ndiza kubeka zonke ukubheja kunye ndizame ukuzixuba
yenza ibali libe lulwelo ngakumbi. Kuya kufuneka ndisebenze kakhulu kwaye kuba awukwazi
Thembela kwimvukelo kwaye akunakwenzeka ukulawula abalinganiswa, andifuni
yenza inkqubela phambili.
Emva kweeveki ezimbini, ndinomgaqo ojongeka ulungile kum, ndigqibo
Yithumele kwiarhente yam yoncwadi ukuba umgxeki ayifunde
ekufuneka unoluvo. Ndilinde impendulo engenakuphikiswa, ndiyaqhubeka nokubhala
ibali likaEva kunye neentsuku ezilishumi kamva, ndineziqendu ezimbini ezilungile. Ndigqiba kwelokuba
yazisa inkulumbuso ngoMvulo olandelayo: abafundi baya konwaba, kodwa ndim
ndonwabe kancinane ngaloo Mvulo mnye, xa ndifumana impendulo
ngokungenalusini. Iarhente yam iyithumele kum nge-imeyile. Ndihleli ecaleni kwe
bed, ifowuni iqhotyoshelwe kwisiseko. Ndivula uxwebhu kwaye ndingena
cwaka, ndiqala ukufunda.
Nokuba ubona kubhaliwe ukuba 'inoveli inamandla amakhulu kunye nemibono emininzi enomdla', iziphene-ezo ndizibonileyo-ngoku zimnyama zimhlophe, kwaye khange zibekwe esweni. Ndazincoma ngokukhawuleza. Ndicinga ukuba ndiyayihlonipha isayikholoji yabalinganiswa, nangona kunjalo, kwezinye iindawo, ndinoluvo lokuba ndiyinyanzelisile. Nokuba ukuthembeka kweziganeko ezichaziweyo, endikhe ndazibona zilungile, ngoku kubonakala kubuthathaka kum. Ndilungile, kodwa andonelanga. Okanye mhlawumbi akunjalo.
Ndisandula ukukhulelwa inoveli ngendlela eyahlukileyo: ibali leepisodic lahlukile kwelo limiselwe ukuba lifundwe ngumoya omnye. Ukuba kwiphepha likaFacebook bendihlala ndingulowo uxelela abafundi ukuba mabayeke nini, ngenoveli iphela baya kuyithatha isigqibo.
Ngesicwangciso nangemva kwemiboniso, ndiyazi ukuba ndingabhala ibali elingcono, kwaye yile nto ndiza kuyenza.
Ngenxa yesantya sokubaliswa, kukho iziqendu ekufuneka ndizincamile. Ukuhlawulela, ndiza kuyila abanye kwaye ndinike indawo kubalinganiswa abathile abadlale indima esecaleni kuhlobo lokuqala. Isiphelo esele ndibhalile naso sinokutshintsha.
Ifilimu yahlukile kwiintsomi: lixesha lokuba uye eqongeni, usebenze nzima, ubhale ibali elitsha, kodwa hayi nje nanye: nguMelissa esithetha ngaye.
Umzekeliso nguValeria Terranova
Iposi Umfazi oPhila kabini - kwaye ayisiyiyo movie kaKim Novak wabonakala kuqala Grazia.
