Iyo nyaya yatinomhan'ara ndeyechokwadi uye takapihwa kwatiri nemuverengi uyo anoda kuramba asingazivikanwe. Izvo zvinoda kutiita kuti tifunge nezve hunoshamisa hunyengeri hunyanzvi hwekuti vanhu ava vanokwanisa kuisa mukuita pasina chero taboos kana kusagadzikana kuti vazadzise chinangwa chavanoshuvira, chero chiri icho.
Chimwe chezvombo zvavo zvine simba uye zvine njodzi chinoshandiswa kuburikidza nekuita kwavo bonde kwakasimba uye kwekutanga izvo zvinoita sekunge zvinogutsa asi izvo zvinobva zvazoita kunge zvinokanganisa kugadzira "nguva dzose" rudzi rwekupindwa muropa kunotungamira mukunyengera kwepfungwa uye kwepanyama kune avo vane nhamo yekusangana nayo narcissists varume kana vakadzi vari.
Ino nguva iri pamusoro penyaya ndeye mukadzi wekunyepedzera uye akabatwa murume akabatwa.
Kana ari murume ari kubatanidzwa ichiri chirevo nekuti varume havawanzo kuzviburitsa pachena kana zviri zvekunyara kana kudada pavanosangana nemukadzi narcissist.
Hezvino zvakaitika:
》 Masikati ega ega kuma 14,30 pm, aiuya kwandiri.
Nguva yakakodzera yezvido zvako:
"Mushure mekudya kwemasikati iwe ikozvino waziva kuti ndinopenga uye ndave neimwe mhando yekuda kudya, ndinofanira kuva newe, ndinokuda"
akati kwandiri nenzira yekuseka uye yakaipa:
Masikati ega ega, kunze kweMugovera neSvondo nekuti yaive jana revamwe vadikani vake, aiuya kwandiri kwemakore maviri.
Akanga ari iye, murindi wetorongo, narcissist wangu.
Hapana chakasiiwa netsaona, pefiyumu semuenzaniso. .. zvakangoitikawo "Narciso" naRodriguez, pefiyumu yandisingazombofa ndakakwanisa kukanganwa, kunyangwe ichi chibereko chekufungidzira kwekunyepedzera kwemaniacal.
"Iwe hauchinje zvinonhuwira, ungachinja hunhu hwako hwepedyo?"
Bhero repamusuwo rakarira, ndakavhura musuwo uye musanganiswa wenguva dzose wekirasi nehukama hwaive pamberi pangu.
Nguva dzose yakashongedzwa zvakanaka uye isina mbatya dzinosvibisa, bvudzi refu rakareba, rakasvibira rakasvibira rine makiyi munzvimbo dzakareruka, dzakapfava nzvimbo, ine tuft iyo kubva kune rumwe rutivi rwechiso yakawira pasi ichizendama pamapfudzi uyezve ichidzika kudzamara yasvika pakuzorora mazamu mahombe mune humbowo kubva kune imwe neckline asi hainyanye kuwandisa.
Mazamu akabata kumashure uye asina kana kubatwa nehembe tsvuku kana nhema nhema.
Aifarira iwo rudzi rwepolka dot kana mitsetse mitsetse, akawandisa kana mashoma mashati akasimba aisasiya nzvimbo yekufungidzira.
Maziso ane akacheka zvishoma ekumabvazuva uye vadzidzi vane rima hazel vanokwanisa kupa yakadzika, inoshingirira kutarisa pasina kubaya ziso, kutarisa mukati mako kumweya, hypnotic kwete neni chete asi nemumwe munhu, ndivo vainyanya kuvhiringidza uye kunakidza chikamu chake, chine njodzi maziso, anokwanisa kubata uye kupa pfungwa yehuremu hwemusoro.
Muviri waimiririra zvese zvakapa chirevo kuzwi rekuti "bonde", chiuno chakakamira pane yakasarudzika mandolin chimiro.
Aiwanzopfeka mudhebhe wakashongedzwa waitsvedza pamusoro peiyo décolleté isingadzivisike ine zvitsitsinho zvakakwirira.
Mushure mekupedza mangwanani emangwanani emabasa mumatare edzimhosva uye mushure mekunyatso gadzirisa "zvisungo zvemhuri" yake aive achigadzirira kutora mibairo yake yakakodzera kubva kwandiri nenguva yebonde, kudarika, kuratidzira, kukanganisa.
Panguva iyoyo, kunzwa kurira kwebhero yaive mucherechedzo wekutanga kweiyo mitambo inowedzera yekufungidzira uye inorambidzwa.
Ini handiende kure kure mukuudza manzwiro andainzwa pamusoro pake uye kuti ini ndaisada kungova chiwanzo chekuita bonde asi kuti ini ndaida zvimwe zvakawanda kusvika ndaona rudzi rwehunhu hwakashata hwandanga ndichitamba narwo.
Hongu ndinoziva ... hazvishamise kuti murume ari kunyora izvi asi kune zvakare nyaya dzine vanodzosera protagonists, nditende!
Ino yaive nguva yekutendeuka kwemurume kurumwa nemukadzi narcissist uye kuwira mune hutsinye uye nerima nzira dzakatenderedza yangu uye nyaya yeavo vakafanirwa kubata neaya anokuvadza uye anoparadza manhamba.
Kuita bonde kwaari kwaive kwakakosha sekufema, kuzviita nenzira yake pamusoro pezvose, kutonga, kusarudza, kuchinja uye kugadzirisa, kuraira, zvaive zvese izvo zvinyoronyoro zvake zvaakaratidza.
Kwaari, kuita rudo kwaive nemanzwiro akasiririsa sekuita rudo hakusanganisi kuchinjana uye kusanganiswa pakati pevapikisi vaviri neva narcissist vanonyatsoita rudo navo chete uye pabonde nevakabata.
Kune anonyengerera pane chete chishuwo chekugutsikana, kushamisika, kuvhunduka uye kuyemurwa.
Nguva imwe neimwe zvaive zvakaita kuisa pane inoshamisa uye isingakanganwike show.
Handina kumbobvira ndaziva kuti akakwanisa sei kuva neanoshamisa mafungiro, iyo nzira yekushingairira panyama nepfungwa.
Akavenga zvimiro, kusazvibata, zvinokanganisa mukutarisira ruzivo, kwaari ruzivo rwacho rwose.
Kunyengera kwakava munhu uye akave nekunakidzwa kwakawanda achiziva kuti aive!
Asati auya kwandiri ndanga ndadzidziswa maitiro ekugadzirira tsika dzakasiyana asati asvika.
Iwo makamuri eimba yangu ese aifanira kuve nekunhuhwirira kwakanaka nezvakasiyana siyana, makenduru ane mavara akapararira kunyanya kutenderedza mubhedha nemwenje wakapfava, kushomeka kana kukanganwa kweimwe chete yegadziriro idzi kwaireva kudzoka kwekutonhora uye kwaisanganisira chirango chakaitwa ne kusavapo kweinenge vhiki, saka zvaive zvisina kukodzera kuita chikanganiso kuitira kuti usapfuure panguva yekurega iyo yakanga yakwanisa kunditsamwisa.
Ehezve, kusarudzwa kwenzvimbo uye nguva zvaive zvakakoshawo kugutsa fungidziro dzake uye zvangu, zvakakosheswa pamusoro pezvose nekuda kwekunakidzwa kwake kwaifanira kusvika panguva kwayo iyo nekufamba kwenguva ndakadzidza kuziva kana zvasvika.
Kudarika kwakabatana pamwe nenjodzi ingangoita kuti apenge, kuita bonde munzvimbo yeruzhinji nekutya kuwanikwa kana kufanana nehusiku ihwohwo pakudzoka kubva kuchikafu muresitorendi, mumugwagwa mukuru waaida kuzviita achityaira asina kunyatsononoka uye kundibvunza kuti ndisundire mota kusvika ku150 km paawa.
Chiitiko chose chaifanira kugara chakakwana uye chakagadzirira kuita kwake kwepabonde uye fungidziro dzakashata dzakazvarwa mukati mehusiku hwapfuura.
Nguva imwe neimwe paive nemusangano wekutanga, musangano nemunhu akanaka wausingazive, chiitiko chitsva, handina kumboziva kuti chii chaizouya.
Masikati ega ega aigara ari ekutanga akaitwa nekunonoka kuwanikwa kwemuviri wake wakashambidzika zvakanaka, muviri waakashandisa zvakanyatsonaka uye wairatidzwa zvishoma nezvishoma nehunhu hwekupfekenura izvo zvakatungamira mukuwana zvishoma nezvishoma zvishamiso, hushingi, hunodzvinyirira hwevakadzi hwevakadzi. akasarudza.
Ko zvakadii nezvenguva dzaakauya asingatarisiri kumba kwangu asina kunyeverwa uye akapfeka chete goronga jasi uye nhema stiletto bhutsu, aipfeka izvo chete ...
Kuita zvepabonde kwakatanga kureva kunditenderedza nenzira yayo, kutanga mutambo usinga nzwisisike wekunyengerera uye kutambudzwa kudiki kwakagadzirwa nekumirira uye kupokana uye kwakandishamisa nemitambo yakati rebei kana shoma iyo yaitungamira nguva yega yega kutakurwa mune zvese izvo murume anodisa angangoda zvakadzika pasi, aizviziva izvozvo, aiziva mabatiro evarume uye zvekuwana kubva kwavari kubvira achiri mudiki.
Iye ainyatsoziva izvo zvinonyanya kutaurika fungidziro nezvishuwo zvemurume.
Aiziva izvo zvinoda kunzwa murume, zvinonhuwira zvinomuita kuti anhuhwe, chii chekuratidza nezvake uye maitiro ekuchiratidza panguva dzakakodzera uye dzinoitika dzemusangano.
Kudzora kwekufamba kwemuviri wake chaive chimwe chezvombo zvake zvisingaite, kuvaona vachiita kunge ndivo vatambi vemafirimu isu varume tinoda zvikuru kuona.
Aiziva kushandisa matekinoroji aya nenzira yepamusoro-soro mukuwedzera pane zvaari kuona nekudzora chiitiko, semupopota uye mutungamiriri akanaka anoziva maitiro ekuraira vatambi vake.
Kudzora kwangu kwaive kunakidzwa kwake chaiko uye kunakirwa kwangu yaive paramende yaakayera kuitira kuti anzwisise uye arumbidze hunyanzvi hwake, ndiye aive akapa kana kusapa mvumo yekunakidzwa.
Ini ndinonyatsonzwisisa godo remumwe mukomana ari kuverenga izvozvi, ndingadai ndakavewo dai ndisina kuziva zvese zvaivepo kunze kweichi chikamu chenyaya.
Kubata nehunhu hunogona kuita kuti iwe ubhadhare zvinorwadza kune ese mafaro aakange andipa achinditungamira mukurasa kwese.
Ivo vanoziva vanokanganisa vanoziva chaizvo kuti zvese zvavanoita zvinotungamirwa kuisa munzvimbo huru uye nekungwarira basa rakanangana nekuzvinamata-zvidhori kuti vape zvakanyanya uye zvakanyanya hunyanzvi hwavo!
Chinangwa chake chaive chekusiya mucherechedzo wake, kusaina kanivhasi yaakange apenda yake yehunyanzvi.
"Hauzombowana chero munhu akaita seni!",
aigara achindiudza, rimwe zuva ndakazove nehushingi hwekumupindura:
"Ndinovimba kudaro nekuti ndicho chinangwa changu!"
Rangarira kuti vanonyengedza vanodyisa chete simba revamwe uye sevampires dzinoparadza imwe yezvinhu zvavo zvakakosha zvinobva pabonde kuzoparadza hutano hwevano bata.
Zvepabonde izvo zvinonyengera, zvinonyengera, zvinouraya, zvakavakirwa chete pakutsamwisa kutonga uye kubata.
Kana iwe usiri kutya hunhu uhu tinogona kungokushuvira iwe: rombo rakanaka!
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