VNdimakonda kulemba chidutswa cha moyo chifukwa sindinanene zambiri za izi ndikukhulupirira kuti sindikumvetsetsa kapena kungonena kuti ndine wopusa.
Ndinakumana naye paukwati. Anandifunafuna tsiku lotsatira ndikunditumizira uthenga tinayamba kulemberana.
Anakhala ndi mnzake kwa zaka zingapo, koma malinga ndi iye, nkhani yomwe tsopano ndi "zipatso-zipatso". Ndinazikhulupirira. Momwemonso azimayi onse omwe tsopano aganiza zodziponya chamutu mu nkhani yachikondi.
Mauthenga athu… (okhawo azaka zitatu) anali atasintha kuwala kwa dzuwa mkati mwa masiku otuwa. Ndiye patadutsa miyezi ingapo tinaganiza zowonana.
Ndikugunda kwa mtima ndidatsegula chitseko cha nyumbayo ndipo titatha kumwa khofi limodzi tidadzipeza tikupanga chibwenzi patatha theka la ola. Zinali zisanachitikepo m'moyo wanga. Zotsatira zanga zonse zikhalidwe zidagwera munthawi ya khofi. Tinkalawa, kudya ngati kuti tinadziwana moyo wathu wonse.
Kuyambira pamenepo kuzunzika. Nthawi yomweyo ndinayamba kukonda fungo lake, manja ake, momwe ndimamverera m'manja mwake ... "kunyumba", koma zonsezi sizinachitike kwa iye.
Potero gawo la lero kulibe mawa. Ndimanena zokwanira, amalankhulabe. Komabe, ndikwanira. Osadya, osayenda moyandikana, palibe masiku akubadwa kapena Khrisimasi, chisokonezo chambiri.
Tinkakumana kamodzi pamwezi… pabedi panga, maora awiri olumikizana kwathunthu ngakhale osapanga chibwenzi, koma khungu ndi khungu ndikukhulupirira kuti adapangidwira izi.
"Ndipangidwa kuti ndikhale pano" pamene adandikumbatira ... kenako palibe. Sanasiye mnzake koma nayenso sanafune kudzipatula kwa ine.
Kenako tsiku lina inasowa ngati kuti sitinakhaleko .. Miyezi, zaka, mwachidule mu mizere iyi… koma mkati mwa mtima bala silinapole.
Moyo wanga unasintha pa chakudya chamadzulo ndi anzanga komwe ndinapeza chikondi cha moyo wanga. Weniweni amene amakusankhani kuchokera pakuwona koyamba ndikupangitsani kumvetsetsa tanthauzo la kukonda. Yemwe amasiya kukayikira zilizonse zomwe zimakupangitsani kuti mudzikondenso nokha.
Chaka chimodzi pambuyo pake, bambo yemwe adasowanso mlengalenga. Amayenera kundiwona, kundipatsa moni momwe amayenera kuchitira chaka chapitacho.
Ndinavomera, chifukwa mwatsoka ndimayenera kumvetsetsa zinthu zambiri. Yemwe amapita chotere amasiya mtima wako watupa ndimafunso. Khofi ... mu bar yomaliza. Kukhala pansi moyang'anizana momwe sizinachitike m'nthawi yachikondi (chikondi?).
Msonkhano wamatsenga ... koma nthawi ino ndikulimba mtima kuti wina kunyumba akundidikirira. Sindidagwerenso pachinyengo chake. Sindidzachitanso izi ... koma malingaliro kwa iye akadali lero osadandaula.
Chifukwa ngati mukufuna kapena ayi, lingaliroli ndi "amene akudziwa kuti zikadakhala bwanji". Nthawi zonse azikhala ndi malo mumtima mwanga.
G.
Yankho
Wokondedwa G.,
Choyamba chisangalalo cha 4 Meyi, ndi gawo lachiwiri, chiyambi chaufulu. Kupitilira kwaokha kumeneku sikunabweretse chilichonse, tiyeni tiyembekezere kuti zipambana pantchito yolekanitsa zofunikira ndi zomwe sizili. Zikuwoneka kwa ine zowoneka bwino kwambiri ndi maso, zofunika, posachedwa.
Dutsani magawo awa ndikubweretsa funso - lofunsidwa mwachidule - la Chikhumbo chachikondi chachikulu chomwe chidatha pazifukwa zina. Mumabweretsa zachilendo zapadziko lapansi, zachisoni, Sofia Coppola ndi nyimbo za Antonello Venditti.
Nthawi ikudutsa ili ndi zinthu zochepa zabwino, nkhope siyofanananso ndi kale, sitimayankhula za tsitsi, koma kutayika kwazaka makumi awiri - mpaka 35 - kusintha kumatsimikizira: mumadzuka mtima wosagwira ntchito, wina amautcha kuti kuuma, chiyembekezo, kusowa chikondi, ndipo m'malo mwake matendawa ndiabwino.
Kudzimvera chisoni ndi malingaliro ena opweteka, olota pamapeto pake amafa mwadzidzidzi ndikupha. Chilichonse chidzagwirizana ndi ubale wa omwe adalamulidwa komanso wamba, mumadziwa maubwenzi ndi ma lowercase r, omwe amakhala opanda ma epics ndi misozi - nkhawa zimasinthira kuchoka pa hypersensitive self to mutual.
Madontho ali pa i, molunjika
Zakale zomwe sizinalembedwe. Ndikulakalaka, kusasamala - kangati Filipo Roth adadutsa mawuwa kupyola mzati izi? Makumi awiri ndi mphambu zisanu? Makumi anayi? Posakhalitsa mawuwa amapanga mayeso omaliza.
Tanena kale kuti chisangalalo ndi pomwe zakale sizikufuna kudutsa. Posankha malingaliro ena, chisangalalo ndi nthawi yaulere, ndi tsiku laukali ngati lina lililonse. Mu moyo, chepetsani ndikupewa kusanthula, apo ayi sikutha. Kodi tikufuna kuyandikira pafupi ndi lingaliro lililonse lomwe limatuluka m khola?
Ndimangofuna kukuwuzani kuti "Ndani akudziwa" si mawu ovuta, G. Sitikupita kumapeto ena. Timatenga zomwe amatipatsa, popanda kukangana kwambiri.
Koma tiyeni tichite misala lero. Tiyeni titsatire izi. Tiyeni titulutse patsogolo panu, inu ndi ine, tsopano. Ndili ndi loko yopita kuchipinda chachinsinsi.
Sizovuta kwambiri komanso zamatsenga, "Bwanji ngati". Zowonadi ndizosavuta. Ingofunsani omwe kampaniyo idapanga - mwa ntchito ndikutanthauza: kuvutika, kufa, kugona, kuyesanso, kupambana ndikupatsidwa ulemu pakati pa operewera.
Tifotokozereni kupambana, komabe: pamene tsogolo limakupatsani chikondi kuti mukwaniritse zonunkhira zomwe mumakonda momwe simukondera aliyense, ngakhale golide yense padziko lapansi.
Yankho la funso losangalatsa
Pepani ngati ndikulankhula motsimikiza, koma ndili nawo. Ndinali wachichepere, ndinapusitsidwa kotero kuti ndinachoka kupita kunkhondo, kuwononga masabata, miyezi ndiyeno kalendala yonse. Ndipo ndidapambana, ndipo padalibe zochepa zodzitamandira. Mulungu adandiuza za chinsinsi chachikulu (osati chomwecho): anthu omwe mumawakonda kwambiri anali chifukwa chowawona pang'ono.
Funsani yemwe adatenga zaka ziwiri, zitatu, khumi. Aliyense amalira nthawi yotayika, palibe chikondi chachikulu. China chake chidzatanthauza.
Chifukwa chake tibwerere ku funso lanu. Kwa aliyense "Zingakhale bwanji?" yankho nthawi zonse "Palibe chapadera".
L'articolo Maubwenzi oyipa - Kulakalaka chikondi chosweka komanso funso lodziwika bwino: "Zikadakhala bwanji?" zikuwoneka kuti ndizoyamba Mkazi.
