Mkazi Yemwe Ankakhala kawiri - ndipo si kanema wa Kim Novak

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2020 idayamba masiku angapo apitawa ndipo ndinali pafupi kumaliza buku lomwe ndidayamba kulemba zosangalatsa zaka ziwiri zapitazo. Nkhani yofananira yomwe ndidamupatsa moyo Melissa ndi anthu omwe adapanga mbiri naye.

Yoyamba yomwe ndidalemba
inali pafupi gawo la moyo wanga, za zochitika zenizeni, the
zinthu zongopeka zinali zochepa kwambiri; ndi iyi zinali zosiyana, zinali
chipatso chonse cha malingaliro anga. Idalembedwa monga chonchi, kuyambira sabata mpaka
sabata - ndikuwopa kuti sindingakwanitse kukwaniritsa kutumizidwa kwa
cholinga cha owerenga - popanda pulani, popanda malingaliro, kungoyang'ana chabe.
Ndidakumbukiranso kuzinthu zofunikira ndipo ndidakondwera kuwona kuti onse adabadwira
mlandu. Ndinakumbutsidwa za nkhani yomwe Massaron adati: anthuwa amachita izi
akufuna, sasamala zomwe wolemba ali nazo m'malingaliro. Zinkawoneka ngati zina
zaufiti ndipo m'malo mwake anali kulondola. Ndinadziyesa ndekha ndikulimbikitsa zanga
amanama kuti aphunzitse kuti apange china chake. Ndipo kuyambira mu
mikhalidwe yovuta kwambiri, ndimabweretsa zabwino koposa kuti ndipulumutse c ** o, momwe ndidabwerera
lembani magawo makumi asanu ndi awiri.
Osati Wamafashoni Wovutikira adandilola kuti ndiphunzire ndikusunga
chodabwitsa cha owerenga. Ndipo tsopano popeza ndimayenera kutha, ndinali wokondwa.

Pa XNUMX Januware ndafika kumapeto kwa bukuli. Ndili nacho
lolembedwa m'magawo atatu, Giaco ndi Valeria aganiza zowerenga zonse pamodzi.
Ndimayang'ananso, wina ndi mnzake, ndimawona kuti palibe zolakwa,
Ndimapumira kwambiri ndikugunda kulowa. Chiwonetsero cha foni chikuwonetsa kuti fayilo ya
uthenga udaperekedwa.
Maonekedwe. Ndikuwoneka ngati mukuyembekezera zotsatira za mayeso apakati. Ndimayenda
mmbuyo ndi mtsogolo mozungulira mchipindamo ndikuyerekeza nthawi yomwe zingatenge
kuwerenga, kuti mupeze lingaliro, kuti mulandire yankho.
Yankho lomwe limabwera mtsogolo pang'ono.
Onse ndiwosangalatsidwa - koma amayembekezeredwa: Ndine wokondera. Mwina chifukwa cha
mphindi, kutha bwino kumakhala chinsinsi. Tsopano ndi nthawi yanga yopereka
chiweruzo. Ndipanga ma bets onse palimodzi ndikuyesera kuwaphatikiza
pangani nkhaniyo kukhala yamadzi. Ndiyenera kugwira ntchito kwambiri ndipo popeza sungathe
kudalira opanduka komanso osatheka kuwongolera otchulidwa, sindikufuna
kupita patsogolo.

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Pambuyo pa masabata awiri, ndili ndi cholembedwa chomwe chikuwoneka bwino kwa ine, ndasankha kutero
tumizani kwa wothandizira wanga kuti wotsutsa awerenge nawo
zomwe zimakhala ndi lingaliro. Ndikudikirira yankho lokhazikika, ndiyambiranso kulemba
nkhani ya Eva ndi masiku khumi pambuyo pake, ndili ndi magawo awiri okonzeka. Ndasankha kutero
yambitsani pulogalamu yoyamba Lolemba lotsatira: owerenga azikhala osangalala, koma ndi ine a
sangalalani pang'ono Lolemba lomwelo, ndikapeza yankho
mosasamala. Wothandizira wanga adanditumizira imelo. Ndakhala pafupi ndi
bed, foni yayika pachokhazikapo. Ndimatsegula chikalatacho ndikulowetsa
chete, ndimayamba kuwerenga.

Ngakhale mutawona zolembedwa kuti 'bukuli lili ndi kuthekera kwakukulu komanso malingaliro ambiri osangalatsa', zolakwazo - zomwe ine ndidaziwona - tsopano zakuda komanso zoyera, ndipo sizinayang'anitsidwe. Ndinadziyamikira ndekha mwachangu. Ndimaganiza kuti ndimalemekeza psychology ya anthuwa, komabe, m'malo ena, ndimakhala ngati ndikakamizidwa. Ngakhale kudalirika kwa zochitikazo, zomwe kale ndimaziona ngati zabwino, tsopano zikuwoneka zofooka kwa ine. Ndinali wabwino, koma osakwanira. Kapena mwina ayi.
Ndidangotenga bukuli mwanjira ina: nkhani yongopeka ndiyosiyana ndi yomwe imayenera kuwerengedwa ndi mpweya umodzi. Ngati patsamba la Facebook ndakhala ndikumakhala ndikuuza owerenga nthawi yoti ayime, ndi buku lonse lomwe angasankhe.
Ndili ndi pulani komanso kuseri, ndikudziwa kuti nditha kulemba nkhani yabwinoko, ndipo ndizomwe ndichite.
Chifukwa cha momwe ndikufotokozera, pali magawo omwe ndiyenera kusiya. Kuti ndibwezere, ndipanga ena ndikupatsa malo ena mwa iwo omwe adasewera pang'ono patsamba loyamba. Mapeto omwe ndalemba kale atha kusintha.
Kanema ndi wosiyana ndi zopeka: ndi nthawi yoti mupite pa siteji, kugwira ntchito molimbika, kulemba nkhani yatsopano, koma osati iliyonse: ndi Melissa yemwe tikukamba naye.

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Chithunzi cha Valeria Terranova


Chotsatira Mkazi Yemwe Ankakhala kawiri - ndipo si kanema wa Kim Novak adawonekera poyamba Grazia.

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